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i didn't want to wake up this morning, 'cause then i'd have to think. oh well, i'm up, i'm up, and i'm thinking. i wasn't really happy when i wrote the last post, more confused. i don't know what's going on. that seems to be the general theme for the week, "i don't know what's going on." i really don't. stupid drama (not the type onstage). i went out last night and did my equivalent of going out to get drunk: i went and got hot fudge sundays with a couple friends of mine who were also going thru boy issues. i also had a bunch of sugar shots. we talked and talked and talked about how stupid boys can be, and had a lot of fun. aaron was upset that i didn't tell him how upset i was about the whole breakup thing, and he just talked at me, and i took it, 'cause i had no clue what to say. i'm done with boys for a while. they suck. truth to tell, i was outright lying on my last post. what a punk. i'm done dealing with aaron. punk.