Weird

I can't make up my mind which is worse: the ex ignoring me or being really nice to me. i've gone through both, you'd think i'd know, but i don't really. aaron has been really nice to me, making sure i'm all right, and all that jazz. it's hard, 'cause i'm just reminded of why i'm into that guy. i think, though, now that i've written it out, that i know which is worse: ignoring. i think that at first it'll be much harder with the whole nice thing, but once i've gotten over my anger i'll be able to be friends with him again. my first ex totally ignored me after dumping me, and while it was easier at first than now, i got pretty resentful later on, and we haven't been friends since. i'll survive, and aaron will be a good friend.

It's amazing how insightful a few hours of therapeutic vegging and a bag of circus peanuts will make you.